Kreative Tendencies
Thursday, May 12, 2011
Todays Top 250 Songs
My Current Top 225 Songs
May 12th 2011
Note: These songs are not in any particular order and are designed to be played in this playlist in shuffle mode. Some Artists may be repeated, but songs will not. It's highly likely I have missed quite a few of my favorites, these are just ones that came into my mood at this time.
May 12th 2011
Note: These songs are not in any particular order and are designed to be played in this playlist in shuffle mode. Some Artists may be repeated, but songs will not. It's highly likely I have missed quite a few of my favorites, these are just ones that came into my mood at this time.
- Hunters 'N Collectors: Holy Grail
- Billy Joel: Captain Jack
- Price Tag: Jessie J
- Submersed: You Run
- Three Days Grace: Last To Know
- Pink: Who Knew
- Evanescence: My Immortal
- Blue October: Inner Glow
- Kenny Loggins: Footloose
- Jeniffer Rush: The Power of Love
- Andrea Bocelli: Conte Patiro (Time To Say Goodbye)
- Immediate Music: Serenata Immortale
- Katy Perry: Firework
- Avril Lavigne: Let Go
- Linkin Park: Numb
- Within Temptation: What Have You Done
- Far East Movement: Like a G6
- Various: Hallelujah
- Justin Beiber: Never Say Never
- Killswitch Engage: Holy Diver
- Dido: White Flag
- Korn: Clown
- Insane Clown Posse: Wind Me Up
- Gogol Bordello: Immigraniada
- John Denver: You Fill Up My Senses
- Divinyl's: Pleasure and Pain
- Nine Inch Nails: Perfect Drug
- Placebo: Pure Morning
- Adam Lambert: Whataya want from me
- 30 Seconds to Mars: The Kill
- The Script: For the First Time
- Kill Hannah: Lips Like Morphine
- Atreyu: Ex's and Oh's
- K.D Lang: Constant Craving
- Cyndi Lauper: Time After Time
- Otis Redding: Sittin' on the Dock of the Bay
- Birds of Tokyo: Wild At Heart
- Alestorm: Wench's and Mead
- Lou Reed: Perfect Day
- Live: Run to the Water
- Marilyn Manson: I Don't Like the Drugs but the Drugs Like Me
- Bruno Mars: Grenade
- Guy Sebastion: Who's that Girl
- Afrojack: Take Over Control
- Pussycat Dolls: Dontcha
- Alanis Morrisette: You Oughta Know
- Boondox: Seven
- Tupac and Elton John: Ghetto Gospel
- My Chemical Romance: SING
- Chris Brown: Beautiful People
- Pearl Jam: Amongst the Waves
- Johnny Cash: Hurt
- Ke$ha: Tik Tok
- Bee Gees: I started a Joke
- Small Faces: Lazy Sunday
- U2: Kite
- System of a Down: Lonely Day
- Silverchair: Emotion Sickness
- Glee: I want to hold your hand
- Wiz Khalifa: Black and Yellow
- Robbie Williams and Kylie Minogue: Kids
- Charlie Landsborough: What Color is the Wind
- Joe Nichols: The Impossible
- Taylor Swift: Fairytale
- Alexis Jordan: My Happiness
- Various: We are the World for Haiti
- B.O.B: Magic
- Glee: To Serve With Love
- Young Jeezy - My President is Black
- David Guetta - Memories
- Lily Allen: Not Fair
- Enrique Iglesias: Hero
- The Rolling Stones: Paint it Black
- Usher: OMG
- Matchbox 20: Unwell
- Dan Hill: Sometimes when we touch
- Cat Stevens: Father and son
- The Hollies: He Ain't Heavy, He's my Brother
- Gerry and the Pacemakers - You'll Never Walk Alone
- Kansas: Carry on my Wayward Son
- Black Eyed Peas: Meet me Halfway
- John Lennon: Imagine
- Bob Marley: Buffalo Soldier
- Bob Dylan: Blowin in the wind
- Train: If It's Love
- Nickleback: If Today Was Your Last Day
- Nickleback: This Afternoon
- Creedence Clearwater Revival: Fortunate Son
- Elton John: Your Song
- Elton John**: I Guess That's Why They Call it the Blues
- Creed: Weathered
- Submersed: Hollow
- Justin Beiber: Baby
- Owl City: Fireflies
- Adam Lambert**: If I had You
- Tool: Sober
- Prodigy: Smack my Bitch Up
- Bette Midler: Wind Beneath My Wings
- Europe: The Final Countdown
- Rammstein: Du Hast
- Drowning Pool: Tear Away
- Incubus: I wish You Were Here
- Disturbed: Prayer
- Incubus: Drive
- Three Days Grace: Never Too Late
- Marilyn Manson: Coma White
- Marilyn Manson: Tourniquet
- Live: Dolphins Cry
- Live: Heaven
- Creed: Higher
- Chris Brown: Yeah 3X
- Infect: For the Soldiaz
- Evanesencne: Lithium
- Ed Kowalcyk: Grace
- At The Drive In: One Armed Scissor
- DJ Earworm: United States of Pop
- DJ Clay and Hatchet Family: Kept Grindin'
- Nirvana: Come as you are
- Nirvana: Heart Shaped Box
- Red Hot Chili Peppers: Scar Tissue
- Scatman John: Scatman
- Lipps Inc: Funky Town
- Mike Posner: Cooler Than Me
- BOB: Aeroplanes
- Akon: Smack That
- POD: Set it off
- Meatloaf: I Would do Anything for Love
- Rage Against the Machine: Guerrilla Radio
- Natalie Imbruliga: Torn
- Alanis Morrisette: Hand in my Pocket
- Spice Girls: Wannabe
- Ronan Keating: When You Say Nothing At All
- Robbie Williams: Angels
- Robbie Williams: Better Man
- Backstreet Boys: Everybody
- Avril Lavigne: Hot
- Avril Lavigne: Skater Boi
- Kisschasey: Spray on Pants
- Powerderfinger: My Happiness
- Jessie Mccartney: Beautiful soul
- Foo Fighters: Everlong
- Foo Fighters: Best of You
- Foo Fighters: Times Like These (accoustic)
- Hoobastank: The Reason
- Static-X: The Only
- Slipknot: Vermillion Part 2
- Stone Sour: 30-30-150
- Stone Sour: Through Glass
- Stone Sour: Bother
- Michael Jackson: Human Nature
- Elvis Presley: Blue Suede Shoes
- Elvis Presley: Suspicious Minds
- Elvis Presley: Devil In Disguise
- Lynn Anderson - Rose Garden
- TLC: Waterfalls
- Oasis: Wonderwall
- Shihad: Pacifier
- Shihad: Comfort Me
- Silverchair: Tomorrow
- Silverchair: Ana's Song
- Nine Inch Nails: Everyday is Exactly the Same
- LMFAO: Anthem
- Kanye West: Gold Digger
- Outkast: Hey Ya
- Outkast: I'm sorry miss jackson
- Afroman: Because I got high
- Kelly Clarkson: Because of You
- Fergie: Big Girls Don't Cry
- Theme: Benny Hill Theme
- Theme: Great Mighty Poo Song
- Theme: Victoria Bitter
- Eric Cartman: Poker Face
- Leona Lewis: Bleeding Love
- Alestorm: Keelhauled
- Bad Manners: Lip up Fatty
- Red Hot Chili Peppers: Dani California
- Red Hot Chili Peppers: Can't Stop
- 28 Days: Rip it up
- 36 Crazyfists: At the end of August
- Jerk: I Hate People Like That
- Lady Gaga: Alejandro
- Lady Gaga: Telephone
- Beyonce: If I was a boy
- Beyonce: Halo
- Katy Perry: E.T
- Katy Perry: E.T Ft. Kanye West
- Rihanna: S&M
- Rihanna: Shut up and drive
- Rihanna: Disturbia
- Rihanna: Te Amo
- Cee-Lo Green: Fuck You
- J-Lo: On the Floor
- Bruno Mars: Just The Way You Are
- Pink: Raise Your Glass
- 30 Seconds to Mars: Closer to the Edge
- Usher: DJ got us falling in love again
- Ke$ha: Your love is my drug
- Jessie J: Do it Like a Dude
- Diddy Dirty Money: I'm coming home
- Good Charlotte: Like It's Her Birthday
- Nicole Scherzinger: Don't Hold Your Breath
- Foo Fighters: Rope
- Jessica Maulboy: What Happened to us
- Rick Springsteen: Jesse's Girl
- Glee: No Air
- Glee: Teenage Dream
- Glee: Hey Soul Sister
- Korn: Make Me Bad
- Korn: Got the life
- Adema: Giving In
- Adema: Immortal
- Adema: Let Go
- Axe Murder Boys: Still Alive
- Twiztid: We Don't Die
- Twiztid: Afraid of Me
- Insane Clown Posse: Tilt-a-whirl
- 3 Days Grace: Break
- 3 Days Grace: Riot
- Linkin Park: In The End
- Linkin Park: Somewhere I belong
- Billy Joel: Piano Man
- Cold Play: Clocks (Remix)
- Nickelback: Believe it or not
- Nickelback: Should've Listened
- Nickelback: Never Gonna Be Alone
*(Alanis Morissete Cover)
You can get the full play list here.
Labels: music, top 10, top 100, top 20, top 200, top 250, top 3, top 40, top 50
My Return
I got officially discharged from the psych ward Monday night. It took quite a long time for the Crisis Aid Treatment (CAT) Team to arrive, and I was fully expecting to be there another day. I'm glad I was able to go home though, as I would have had to share a room with 3 others because my old solo room had been allocated to someone else. (Presumably because I was originally being discharged, or at least going on leave that day).
Being at the ward opened my eyes to a world of career possibilities and I've decided it might be worthwhile pursuing a career in Nursing. That course doesn't start until next February though so I will need something to do in the mean time. There is a course in Elderly Care with the option of adding Home and Community Care which goes for 6 months and looks like it would fit in perfectly. I just hope my mental illness will not be a hindrance.
Looking back, to some extent I actually enjoyed being in the ward and the communal living environment - This made me realize I'd like to eventually work in Mental Health. This time however, career wise, I'm going to fight avoidance, as well as see a Career Counselor.
Yesterday, to my surprise, my highly supportive mother bought me a smoking pipe. I didn't realize rolling tobacco was different so I tried using it but it was a little troublesome. It worked but I think pipe tobacco might be grainier - I'm not really sure.
Just after 11 I went to my GP for a follow up, I was given a script for more 10mg abilify with 1 repeat, and was asked to book a long consultation tomorrow so we could draw up a mental health development plan, or whatever it's called.
I then went to my first Anxiety Recovery Centre (ARC) meeting. Everyone was quite nice, and the partial 'odd ball' element of it all was quite interesting. Unfortunately they only meet once per month so I'd like to potentially join at least one other support group.
After the meeting as a reward for the courage to attend, as well as for an early birthday present for myself I bought a $10 cigar. I haven't tried it yet, but I'm quite looking forward to the experience. I originally asked the guy at the counter if they had legal herbal smoke but he was adamant they had nothing else - I think he thought I wanted weed.
I took extra pills to ensure a goodnight sleep. I took 1x10mg abilify 3x25mg phernegan and 1x100mg seroquel about 90 minutes before sleep. Then just before I went to bed I had a very minor psychotic binge where I took 1 more abilify, 3 more phernegan and 2 more seroquel. On top of this I took 2x5mg Diazepam - with this full cocktail, combined with the fact I'd already taken an extra abilify earlier on in the day this was not the smartest of ideas. Again though I view it as a very minor psychosis where in the back of my mind I was slightly hoping to enter a coma.
Instead I woke up just after 7am, feeling quite fresh! I'm quite calm at the moment, although there is a sense of boredom looming - I really need to get a job, even a voluntary one. I don't want to get so bored so as to renew wow.
Today at mid-day I have a follow up appointment with my GP as mentioned earlier. At some point I also need to do a little bit of unpacking. I have a phone interview with Centrelink at 1, hopefully the 2 appointments to clash.
Right now I'm going to create a current top 25 fave songs with the restriction of one song per artist. I will post the list next.
Being at the ward opened my eyes to a world of career possibilities and I've decided it might be worthwhile pursuing a career in Nursing. That course doesn't start until next February though so I will need something to do in the mean time. There is a course in Elderly Care with the option of adding Home and Community Care which goes for 6 months and looks like it would fit in perfectly. I just hope my mental illness will not be a hindrance.
Looking back, to some extent I actually enjoyed being in the ward and the communal living environment - This made me realize I'd like to eventually work in Mental Health. This time however, career wise, I'm going to fight avoidance, as well as see a Career Counselor.
Yesterday, to my surprise, my highly supportive mother bought me a smoking pipe. I didn't realize rolling tobacco was different so I tried using it but it was a little troublesome. It worked but I think pipe tobacco might be grainier - I'm not really sure.
Just after 11 I went to my GP for a follow up, I was given a script for more 10mg abilify with 1 repeat, and was asked to book a long consultation tomorrow so we could draw up a mental health development plan, or whatever it's called.
I then went to my first Anxiety Recovery Centre (ARC) meeting. Everyone was quite nice, and the partial 'odd ball' element of it all was quite interesting. Unfortunately they only meet once per month so I'd like to potentially join at least one other support group.
After the meeting as a reward for the courage to attend, as well as for an early birthday present for myself I bought a $10 cigar. I haven't tried it yet, but I'm quite looking forward to the experience. I originally asked the guy at the counter if they had legal herbal smoke but he was adamant they had nothing else - I think he thought I wanted weed.
I took extra pills to ensure a goodnight sleep. I took 1x10mg abilify 3x25mg phernegan and 1x100mg seroquel about 90 minutes before sleep. Then just before I went to bed I had a very minor psychotic binge where I took 1 more abilify, 3 more phernegan and 2 more seroquel. On top of this I took 2x5mg Diazepam - with this full cocktail, combined with the fact I'd already taken an extra abilify earlier on in the day this was not the smartest of ideas. Again though I view it as a very minor psychosis where in the back of my mind I was slightly hoping to enter a coma.
Instead I woke up just after 7am, feeling quite fresh! I'm quite calm at the moment, although there is a sense of boredom looming - I really need to get a job, even a voluntary one. I don't want to get so bored so as to renew wow.
Today at mid-day I have a follow up appointment with my GP as mentioned earlier. At some point I also need to do a little bit of unpacking. I have a phone interview with Centrelink at 1, hopefully the 2 appointments to clash.
Right now I'm going to create a current top 25 fave songs with the restriction of one song per artist. I will post the list next.
